That horror vanish'd when my infant wail'd; Hell could not be where it was present too! Sleep-heavy, yet impatient for the dawn: Sharp round the baffled corners harshly blew Th' abrupt, inconstant, gasping wind forlorn. And flying hail shot down the chimney's vent, And on the hearthstone rattled hard and cold: I hugg'd my baby more than miser's gold- Lay still, and waited for the morning prime. Gnaw'd and consum'd my doubting soul by turns. The coming day no promise brought of bread, Already had I tried to beg:-I'd tried. Just Heaven! what language harder is to speak? It chok'd me rising, and, ere spoken, died, Because my failing heart was nigh to break. How more than base and prostrate felt I then! It seems an easy trade to selfish men, But he alone who's tried it truly knows. Nor was this all that I had done to live, My beggar'd heart abject felt nought too poor. Yet to the pauper they had not to give The very workhouse on me shut its door. O Christ! thy mild, benignant Godhead, then, A double crucifixion must have borne, To see Thy practice so belied by men, Whom Thou to darkness would have cast in scorn. How felt I when this lowest refuge fail'd? (Where laws and charity had most avail'd-) With human kind was snapp'd my last weak tie: Rejected quite, and from the social sphere Then dropp'd the final horror in my cup, Oh Lord! forgive who much forgiveness need! Born of the agonies of my distress. Once, sympathy and pity would have saved, Alas! the world no hand of Mercy waved, But push'd me, slipping, faster down the hill! V. Bonnabel takes the Road to her Parent's Hut, and does Murder by the Way. To face, in shame, my father as he lay- Dim is my memory of that sad day; I know we perish'd out, and inly pined: "Twas sunset: and a strangled glory fleck'd Runs voicelessly and dull beneath our hill: Suffic'd. But first I kiss'd it thrice, for sin, As though a thunderbolt had struck the ground. I felt my blood stop, as about to freeze; Arrested, and struck solid by those groans. Away, away! I dared not stay, but flew I cared not whither, so I was not there. I wanted none of those with me, who walk Let loosen'd spirits with like spirits keep, VI. Bonnabel has an Interview with her Father-Returns on the next Morning to seek her His words were sullen, though his tone was mild. Where have you put your-well, I mean your child?" "Go back and fetch it: bring it here to me. Thy father's likeness lives not in its face!” Starting abrupt amid some frightful dream; Of healthy red and white on morning's cheek When forth I went my little Death to seek. This, e'en my murderer's heart could not withstand; That echo answer'd from the hollow land, But vengeance was not for mine hands to wreak. A crone that gather'd cresses hobbled by. Ah, had I known!" said she, "I ne'er had took As much belied her inexpressive age: "Young girl," said she.-"I fear from out thy book She pointed downwards, more in grief than rage, Then could I not a mother's cries assuage, For though I'd kill'd it, still my heart was there. If people be not drunk with self-conceit, And blind as moles, and feelingless as stone, They tried, and found me guilty:-not insane, But took some count of pity in my case; Reck'd of my breaking heart and burning brain, And ask'd for mercy from earth's highest place. And, Oh, ye human of my own frail race! O, aid me to avoid the scaffold, base, And show me mercy once, though mercy late! PROSPECTUS OF AN ASYLUM FOR THE RECEPTION OF DECAYED DANDIES, MEMBERS OF THE AMONGST the many noble institutions consecrated to charity which adorn our metropolis, there is actually none to which the above-mentioned class of unfortunates can fly, when age, sickness, ill-temper, or railway speculation have disqualified them from mixing any longer in the society which they have been wont to frequent, with satisfaction to themselves and toleration from their younger and more fortunate accomplices. Time will dull the keenest wit, play will undermine the broadest estate, good living will paralyse the most active mind, the slimmest and most agile frame will either expand into corpulence or wither into mummyism, the most hyacinthine locks will grizzle and fall off, and it is indeed melancholy to reflect that when the popular, well-dressed, wealthy, insolent young man about town has lapsed into the obese, discontented, dyspeptic bore, to whose obsolete stories no man will listen, for whom nobody will back a bill, and whom none will invite to dinner, there should be no harbour of refuge open to the wretched victim of selfishness, extravagance, and sensuality, no asylum where his weaknesses may be ministered unto, his wants relieved, his infirmities cared for. Alas! we adhere too little to the maxim, that charity begins at home. We are more easily moved by the ills incident to the inhabitants of Timbuctoo than to those of our collieries, the merchant princes of Lombardstreet and the charitable ladies of Clapham sympathise more readily and substantially with the woes of their antipodes than with those of their next-door neighbours, and thus it is that the last generation of men of wit and fashion about town, of whose notice thirty years ago every one felt proud, and whose dicta sufficed to set up and cast down beauties, cooks, tailors, and opera dancers, are now left to perish in miserable neglect in stuffy suburban lodgings, ministered to in their dying moments by venal valets and squalid maids of all-work. Such a reflection is, indeed, a reproach on our nation, which the writer of this prospectus flatters himself he shall be enabled to remove, if his scheme meets with the approval and co-operation of an intelligent and kind-hearted public. He has with this view entered into arrangements with the proprietors of the St. James's Club-house, which he conceives will, with a very few unimportant alterations, be admirably calculated, on account of its site, climate, and historical recollections, as a shelter for the old age of those, whose youth, wealth, and health have been squandered in its brilliant saloons. Liberty is a fine thing, but not for all men. When we witness daily elderly gentlemen-great-grandfathers-dropping into their clubs at midday, and calling huskily for mineral waters to correct the "acidity" engendered by the previous night's debauch; when we see individuals, obviously far beyond the age of puberty, with brief necks and bad digestions, eagerly making up parties for "house dinners," or over-eating matches; when we hear other poor creatures, late at night, calling for sherry-negus and brandy-cobbler, until the acute groom of the chamber can scarcely comprehend their inarticulate demands, we cannot suppose that to such men freedom is a boon. They would be healthier and happier in the fancy prison at Pentonville, or bone-crushing under Mr. George Lewis, at Andover. From forlorn wretches of this description the writer anticipates that his asylum will be readily peopled. The committees of the clubs which they infest must at once see the expediency as well as the humanity of placing them under mild and paternal coercion. Fat, unamusing old dandies, "desidiâ tardos et longo frigore pingues," who do not keep cooks, lumbering up club windows which they have long ceased to adorn, monopolising newspapers which they are too torpid to read, and dozing away their evenings stertorously in arm-chairs, may, with equal propriety, be forwarded to the St. James's Asylum. Bores of all calibres and species will be taken in and done for, but at a considerably advanced charge, as in justice to the less offensive inmates of the house, it will be necessary that they should be kept in solitary confinement. Tuft-hunters and toadies will be boarded at a very low rate, and will enjoy peculiar advantages, which could scarcely be conceded to them in any other retreat. The writer of this prospectus assures the committees of such clubs as may think fit to intrust their morbid and decaying branches to his care, that the feelings, prejudices, and even petty vices of the unfortunates shall be consulted and indulged in every mode at all compatible with their general health and safety. The same bills of fare which used to be exhibited in the coffee-room when Francatelli was chef, will be continued, but simpler viands, better calculated to suit the impaired viscera of the D. D. will be substituted for the original dishes, and clothed for the especial benefit of the said D.D., with the pompous and varied nomenclature of the Parisian cuisine. It may be anticipated that numerous complaints will at first arise from the disappointed gluttony of new comers, but the experience which the writer has had in club management, enables him to assure the public that this source of irritation will be readily met by a few "general answers" and "regrets" from the committee, couched in conciliatory language, such as are invariably forwarded to every habitué of a club, who may have been simple enough to express his dissatisfaction on any point connected with its conduct. Moreover, the D. D. will soon discover that the compulsory substitution of a boiled whiting and barley-water for "Sole à la Provençale" and dry champagne, possesses the great advantage of leaving no acidity to be corrected. The St. James's Asylum will be conducted on temperance principles. Wine and spirits will only be allowed when ordered by the medical attendant, a general practitioner of great eminence, who has long resided in the parish, and is celebrated for his experience and success in treating the diseases incident to D.D. Play may be indulged in to any amount. Indeed, all the evening arrangements will be continued as in the late Mr. Crockford's time, ex |